“Gender dysphoria?”

I'm a cis man assigned at birth. After I grew I didn't feel like me feeling like a girl or such. but now I'm 24 and whenever I feel aroused I feel like I want anal sex. I feel more into having an anal session with someone rather than having sex with a female. Sure when I feel aroused and if I have a female partner I could engage in sex but I like to receive pleasure rather than giving that to women. At the same time, I don't get attracted or like doing romance/kissing other guys as such. But I feel like giving them blowjobs. I know I sound like Bi but I want to know for sure whether I'm truly a bi or not. Also, I feel more romantic/kissing/attached to transwomen than cis women. If I'm having intercourse with women then I would like to have a threesome with another guy/transwomen doing anal sex in my back. So I'm confused about what really I am. I also try to do dress like a woman and use faceapp to edit my pics and all but I couldn't do it freely cause I'm living with my family. Maybe I will like it with right minded people I guess. I also don't like to orgasm once and that is too fast when I masturbate. I feel jealous and always wanted to orgasm like a woman that too multiple times. I know it's a lot to process but all these are always running in my mind constantly so please help. I didn't have sex with neither a guy nor a girl Should I want to experience sex with a guy and girl to find what am I truly?