“Gallstones?”

Now, I have a gallstone 17mm. I tried to remove it by dissolving with URSOCAM (for 2 years) as well as special flushes (olive oil/Epsom salt/unusual/different recipes on the internet.) which helped 32 people when I gave them this recipe. No results for me (it grew from 9mm). Now I have pain and I am angry like hell. Where do I find a Dr who will use sound waves-Lithotripsy? I can travel. I am in Australia. Is there any Dr who can help me to dissolve or remove the gallstone without surgery? I am ready to commit suicide, but not surgery! Any herbs? What kind of diet? (too much conflicting info on the internet). I can give my recipe to help others. Please help. Regards. PS: I healed my colon polyps with the juice of elderberry (Sambucus nigra).