“Question regarding having adverse side effects after mrna vaccine?”

After I received my first mrna vaccine in April I had an adverse reaction within the hour. I felt what was like a blood clot travel from the injection site up my arm, around my shoulder, neck, then my ear and tingling started spreading across my face, later extreme stiffness, jaw pain, and double vision. I ended up having bells palsy symptoms and went to the ER. Then went to my doctor's office for prednisone and Valtrex. She told me not to get the second dose. In August I am still having constant numbness and pain in my jaw and muscles around my left eye. I have to go to an MRI appointment this week. Are blood clots related to bells palsy? I am scared to get another shot of mrna because I am afraid it will cause the same damage to my right side. I have had older family members die of stroke. Will there be antiviral pills or alternative treatments for immunosuppressed? I feel that if I take this vaccine again I will have to take more medicine to combat the side effects which are painful and long-lasting for me. I have never previously had an allergic reaction to anything. I can no longer sleep on my left side, and I am miserable.